It is easy for me to forget in the daily grind that I am cherished. Treasured. God’s special girl. A princess in the kingdom.
We’re not talking “positive self talk” here. We’re talking true healing from the frustrating day yesterday, and knowing (and feeling) the tender heart with which God views all my mistakes, trials, and heartaches.
My husband has taught me this phrase: “PROGRESS, not perfection.” I love it, but it is hard to really step into sometimes. I do want to be good at my job, my life, you name it. So, when even PROGRESS seems unattainable, I can be easily and understandably…. erhm…. emotionally constipated or… erhm… runny. Either one. Ha!
What I am realizing is that this enemy of my heart works to not only steal my self-worth, he also seeks to steal the joy in my work with this mentality. I am suddenly just working away for nothing, not appreciated, not worth being appreciated. The voices start saying: You should never have signed up for this. You made a big mistake, and you will pay for it for the rest of your life (if you want to be a good wife and mother by not quitting).
Look at the mistake you made. You shouldn’t share about that with anyone. They will just look at you sidewise and not want to be your friend.
Then I start filling in: I should quit — to be rebellious against all these voices!
I must never make that mistake again. Let me be as hard on myself as I can so I will learn this time.
These are all tricks of the enemy of our souls! I know God wants me to just rest in the identity HE has created for me…. it’s all there, in the Scriptures.
I am beautiful.
I am His treasure.
I am His bride.
I am not alone.
There is joy for my work today.
There is new mercy and grace for every mistake I make.
…It just goes on!
Ecclesiastes 2:10b — “My heart took delight in all my labor, and this was the reward for all my toil.” Even though the purpose of everything is to know and be known by God, and is meaningless otherwise, I seek to rest in His perspective of today. I choose to look to Him for the joy and delight in all my labor… as a friend, mother, wife, homemaker (I loved seeing that on our IRS return!), and daughter of the King.